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Just the title of this blog may sound too out there for anyone to read further. Or, it may ring a bell with something you've been experiencing without knowing there is an actual validity to your experience, hence you think you're crazy.
GOOD NEWS: YOU ARE NOT CRAZY! I went through an experience involving a being on another dimension, and I went through it alone, roller coasting between thinking I was crazy or alone too long and enjoying privately without being able to share with anyone the ecstasy I was experiencing from this multi dimensional communication. To make it even more difficult, the being in my life was an infamous historical person who was very controversial on a global scale, and someone who I'd never heard of before he came to me. Although my book has been well received by the small global audience that has read it (I know this from their feedback to me), there are people who just think I'm plain crazy. Well, I've lived a life outside the box anyway, so people's judgments and/or opinions of me are in no way who I am. And I've lived by WC Field's quote: "what other people think about me is none of my business." ....or was that Winston Churchill? oops, I forgot.
I invite anyone to comment that may be experiencing something that could be termed multi-dimensional. It could be from a lost loved one who is communicating with you and when you share this, people tell you it's only because you are grieving that you imagine they are communicating with you. Please know that departed loved ones have no way of communicating except through dreams, thoughts and various electrical systems.
My friend who's wife died always seems to create blinks in the lighting system of the home she lived in w/her husband. Also, when his housekeeper comes in and waters the orchids this lady used to love, the phone would ring one time in that room, consistently, every time she went in to water them. These are just two examples of how electrical systems are utilized in communication.
This happens in my home, only in the bedroom with the overhead light. It sometimes just comes on, and there is no short in the wiring. It never did this before my multi dimensional partner integrated into my life.
I researched everything online to try to gain an understanding of what I was experiencing, for my multi dimensional relationship was not borne from someone I've loved in this life that passed on. I found nothing at all that synched with my experience. It's been 3.5 years now, and our energies are settled in together where I no longer have the upheavals of it's onset. It does present issues though, like my taste in music has changed and I almost can't listen to what I used to like, and am always compelled to play Latin music, mostly tangos.
As you read my blogs, should you want to reach out and share your experience, I would welcome it, and NEVER judge you, but will provide you comfort. After all, you are experiencing something that people would ridicule out of their lack of understanding, and society is hooked on the diseased mindset of a concept called "NORMAL" -- which, by the way, does not exist.
We all strive for balance. Sounds simple - ISN'T. After all, what IS balance? We each have our own interpretation of what a balanced life is, and maybe our interpretations aren't actually accurate, but recitations of what we think it SHOULD be based on what we read or have seen on TV.
Same goes for HAPPINESS - what is it exactly? A good mood? A feeling of contentment based on life conditions, environment, the way people treat us, how much financial security we think we have? How happy are you AFTER your vacation?
Does living a balanced, happy life mean we can count our blessings despite challenges, and be returned to a state of joyous-all-is-well state of mind after a brief upset from some event?
Personally, I have always counted my blessings, and basically it was because I wanted to teach it to my daughters when raising them. As a single mom, there were emotional & financial challenges constantly, and to be a positive influence, I had to live what I wanted to teach. Example by living is more powerful and influential than mere words to a child. Children don't learn by hearing, they learn by observing. Sounds easy - ISN'T if you're trying to be consistent.
The girls are grown w/families of their own. Ironically, I am having issues in living my life as I have lived and taught my daughters when I was younger. I find myself in more bad moods and of bitter mind than I want for myself. I do count my blessings, I have a gratitude journal that I write at least 5 things I am grateful for each morning before I start my day. (Honestly, I don't do this every SINGLE day, but my days go better when I DO write in this journal)
This always worked in setting my day to start out in a feeling of gratitude for life's blessings, (even if one particular morning the only thing I can think of in the moment to be grateful for is the aroma of my morning coffee) inviting more blessings into my life. Now I write it with the taste of a bitter pill in my psyche. There is an issue in my life OUTSIDE myself that is effecting my lightness of spirit currently. It's a big heart-issue and it's kicking my ass despite daily applications of spiritual teachings. The goal of truth seeking and spiritual teachings of all kinds is to hold onto one's natural state of joyous mind despite life's exterior events that challenge this. Well, easier said than done. I have been practicing this for years, and something is missing to be making this work with this particular issue.
This whole process, is called WHERE I'M AT RIGHT NOW. I must accept this, embrace my state of mind and my grief process, however bitter, experience it, and then it will dissolve of its own accord with all the above applied to it. Conscious Observer. To be a conscious observer of our reactions to life's ass kickers of all sorts, will alleviate us being reactors. WATCH the bad mood come over you, WATCH what your mind does with a negative (or positive) outside influence. How long will the mind dwell on this that makes the observer upset? Observing it removes some of the 'taking it personal' nature of any event, however personal it seems at the time. I'm working this one hard & fast, and my ass is STILL getting kicked. It must be a very significant passage of personal growth that this issue is presenting. I intend to keep working with it and not give in to the sadness, helplessness and myriad other emotions that are evoked with this issue.
I've been trekking life on the spiritual path as long as I can remember. Affiliated with no church or organization saying their way is the only way, intuition, nature and books are my teachers. Silence is one of the best teachers, no TV or musical distractions. The sound of the forest (nature) is the music I listen to all the time. It assists the human spirit to feel like it's a part of nature, not separate from it, and it's the sense of separation that is the essence of any suffering we endure. Separation from the power we have to create change in our lives, power to help ourselves put life's issues into perspective, separation from the power we have been given to choose to go plant a flower rather than dwell in a bitter mindset.
There is a lady that I've met through a network that has inspired me to steer this blog into being geared to address life issues and create a place for those in difficult states of mind with the grief process to communicate. She and I have communicated and it is for her that I begin this new direction in my blog. Thank you "L" - you are a fragrant rose in the garden of life, and despite the overgrowth of weeds, your beauty stands out. She told me she would like to learn from me about a certain subject we came together over. She inspired me, and lifted my flagging spirit this sunny day, and now I write this blog straight from my heart in this moment.
HIS SPEECH WAS AN EMBARRASSMENT!
I mean really people, for a grown man elected to such an important office in our country to embarrass his daughters by announcing their availability and holding up their arms to flaunt them in this regard was downright DISGUSTING!!!
He inserted his feet, both of them, a second time when trying to weasel his way out of his gaffe by embarrassing them further. And how insignificant the little one next to him must have felt not even warranting an introduction at all, all focus was on THE AVAILABLE ONES.
GET WITH THE PROGRAM DUDE - you were on a podium before the American public, respectfully accepting your new position and to thank them for their votes, you were NOT on a slave block trying to flaunt the status of your daughters being AVAILABLE.
What a PIG way to begin your new position. How dare you insult your family, the public and your position. This was more than just a gaffe, it's an outrage. SHAME ON YOU!!!
My poodle just scampered under my desk to the safety of being near my feet as a wind gust just kicked up sounding like the roar of an ocean with 50' waves.
At 5 this morning, I woke up with the usual seismic-sensitive headache to hear the sound of a big tree falling on my property. As it turns out, Haiti was experiencing the terror of the newest 6.1 quake/aftershock at the same time. After the pressure of the plates expelled, my headache diminished.
I'm wondering how many people have seismic sensitive headaches. I figured this out over time, when my headaches always occurred before an earthquake. Now, one will counter, there are earthquakes happening all the time. Seismic sensitive headaches have a different feel than migraines or tension headaches. First of all, nothing alleviates them, and they are accompanied by a different 'feeling' than other headaches. Also, these headaches are always confirmed by an immediate earthquake.
For example, the week of the Haiti quake there were previously the New Zealand quake which was followed by two tsunamis, and the quake in Eureka area of northern California and the quake in Banning California. All these quakes occurred in a short period of time. That time, I had a headache with the quake feel for about 10 days. It wasn't always intense, but spiked at intervals of intensity during the period of time of this seismic unrest.
How many out there think they experience this? I would be interested in your comments and instigating dialog so we may explore this deeper, perhaps write more about it to assist others to decide if their headaches are seismic activated.
I have never heard of this and figured it out myself over time with investigation and correlation of my headaches withseismic events. This is an avenue of interest and importance if through my experience and dialog with others something can be learned. To any readers out there, thanks for reading, please comment as you wish, and DO write me if you think you have seismic related headaches!
Ever wonder at a stop light reading the car in front of you how you actually can 'SAVE TIBET'??? Every time I read one of those bumper stickers I'm stopped at a light behind the car sporting this demand. I mean really, I'm sitting at a light while running my errands, how am I supposed to 'save Tibet' ???
My grandchildren are the cutest, most wonderful of them all, and I don't sport a bumper sticker stating this fact. How can anyone's grandchildren be cuter than mine, they can't, but I won't make another grandparent who feels theirs are feel inferior, I mean, they never even met mine, how would they know?I personally don't participate in labeling my vehicle with anything I think. Only once did I sport a bumper sticker, right after the love of my life sent me packing with a broken heart, and it said:
I USED TO MISS MY EX - BUT MY AIM IS IMPROVING I still get a chuckle when I think of that one. And, my aim has truly improved! I don't miss him anymore!! And don't forget to SAVE TIBET the next time YOU are at a traffic signal. BFN
With the tragedy in Haiti comes hints of another MISSION for U.S. military of "PEACEKEEPING" in country racked by poverty and governmental discord. Our military will be used to find U.N. Peacekeeper personnel, their families and patrol the airports and streets to KEEP THE PEACE in the wake of the disaster, according to former President Bill Clinton. With the head of the U.N. Peacekeeping Mission that "has made enormous progress" in this regard, our military "must be used to ensure" the mission continues in the wake of this disaster and is not compromised in this situation which took place right before elections.
At the risk of sounding like an uninformed American (which ALL AMERICANS ARE UNINFORMED!!!) I would have to offer here my opinion, which is: If our president wanted to be a true hero and act outside the box, why doesn't he deploy some troops from the ongoing senseless war to HELP THE PEOPLE of Haiti, instead of bringing in troops to KEEP THE PEACE??? I was disgusted to hear of our troops being used to KEEP PEACE. Our presence in any country doesn't usually keep peace, but serves to antagonize.
If I sound like an uninformed American, it's because I AM, WE ALL ARE, which is a tragedy in and of itself. If we were an informed populace, instead of fed what they want us to hear, we could be more effective in all aspects of life as citizens of this powerful country and be loved rather than hated.
I will continue to write on this subject as I become "MORE INFORMED" - which means going outside mainstream media for what's REALLY HAPPENING.
