MultiDimensional Marriage

Just the title of this blog may sound too out there for anyone to read further. Or, it may ring a bell with something you've been experiencing without knowing there is an actual validity to your experience, hence you think you're crazy.

GOOD NEWS: YOU ARE NOT CRAZY! I went through an experience involving a being on another dimension, and I went through it alone, roller coasting between thinking I was crazy or alone too long and enjoying privately without being able to share with anyone the ecstasy I was experiencing from this multi dimensional communication. To make it even more difficult, the being in my life was an infamous historical person who was very controversial on a global scale, and someone who I'd never heard of before he came to me. Although my book has been well received by the small global audience that has read it (I know this from their feedback to me), there are people who just think I'm plain crazy. Well, I've lived a life outside the box anyway, so people's judgments and/or opinions of me are in no way who I am. And I've lived by WC Field's quote: "what other people think about me is none of my business." ....or was that Winston Churchill? oops, I forgot.

I invite anyone to comment that may be experiencing something that could be termed multi-dimensional. It could be from a lost loved one who is communicating with you and when you share this, people tell you it's only because you are grieving that you imagine they are communicating with you. Please know that departed loved ones have no way of communicating except through dreams, thoughts and various electrical systems.

My friend who's wife died always seems to create blinks in the lighting system of the home she lived in w/her husband. Also, when his housekeeper comes in and waters the orchids this lady used to love, the phone would ring one time in that room, consistently, every time she went in to water them. These are just two examples of how electrical systems are utilized in communication.

This happens in my home, only in the bedroom with the overhead light. It sometimes just comes on, and there is no short in the wiring. It never did this before my multi dimensional partner integrated into my life.
I researched everything online to try to gain an understanding of what I was experiencing, for my multi dimensional relationship was not borne from someone I've loved in this life that passed on. I found nothing at all that synched with my experience. It's been 3.5 years now, and our energies are settled in together where I no longer have the upheavals of it's onset. It does present issues though, like my taste in music has changed and I almost can't listen to what I used to like, and am always compelled to play Latin music, mostly tangos.

As you read my blogs, should you want to reach out and share your experience, I would welcome it, and NEVER judge you, but will provide you comfort. After all, you are experiencing something that people would ridicule out of their lack of understanding, and society is hooked on the diseased mindset of a concept called "NORMAL" -- which, by the way, does not exist.

LIFE, GRIEF & The Pursuit of Happiness

We all strive for balance. Sounds simple - ISN'T. After all, what IS balance? We each have our own interpretation of what a balanced life is, and maybe our interpretations aren't actually accurate, but recitations of what we think it SHOULD be based on what we read or have seen on TV.
Same goes for HAPPINESS - what is it exactly? A good mood? A feeling of contentment based on life conditions, environment, the way people treat us, how much financial security we think we have? How happy are you AFTER your vacation?

Does living a balanced, happy life mean we can count our blessings despite challenges, and be returned to a state of joyous-all-is-well state of mind after a brief upset from some event?

Personally, I have always counted my blessings, and basically it was because I wanted to teach it to my daughters when raising them. As a single mom, there were emotional & financial challenges constantly, and to be a positive influence, I had to live what I wanted to teach. Example by living is more powerful and influential than mere words to a child. Children don't learn by hearing, they learn by observing. Sounds easy - ISN'T if you're trying to be consistent.

The girls are grown w/families of their own. Ironically, I am having issues in living my life as I have lived and taught my daughters when I was younger. I find myself in more bad moods and of bitter mind than I want for myself. I do count my blessings, I have a gratitude journal that I write at least 5 things I am grateful for each morning before I start my day. (Honestly, I don't do this every SINGLE day, but my days go better when I DO write in this journal)

This always worked in setting my day to start out in a feeling of gratitude for life's blessings, (even if one particular morning the only thing I can think of in the moment to be grateful for is the aroma of my morning coffee) inviting more blessings into my life. Now I write it with the taste of a bitter pill in my psyche. There is an issue in my life OUTSIDE myself that is effecting my lightness of spirit currently. It's a big heart-issue and it's kicking my ass despite daily applications of spiritual teachings. The goal of truth seeking and spiritual teachings of all kinds is to hold onto one's natural state of joyous mind despite life's exterior events that challenge this. Well, easier said than done. I have been practicing this for years, and something is missing to be making this work with this particular issue.

This whole process, is called WHERE I'M AT RIGHT NOW. I must accept this, embrace my state of mind and my grief process, however bitter, experience it, and then it will dissolve of its own accord with all the above applied to it. Conscious Observer. To be a conscious observer of our reactions to life's ass kickers of all sorts, will alleviate us being reactors. WATCH the bad mood come over you, WATCH what your mind does with a negative (or positive) outside influence. How long will the mind dwell on this that makes the observer upset? Observing it removes some of the 'taking it personal' nature of any event, however personal it seems at the time. I'm working this one hard & fast, and my ass is STILL getting kicked. It must be a very significant passage of personal growth that this issue is presenting. I intend to keep working with it and not give in to the sadness, helplessness and myriad other emotions that are evoked with this issue.

I've been trekking life on the spiritual path as long as I can remember. Affiliated with no church or organization saying their way is the only way, intuition, nature and books are my teachers. Silence is one of the best teachers, no TV or musical distractions. The sound of the forest (nature) is the music I listen to all the time. It assists the human spirit to feel like it's a part of nature, not separate from it, and it's the sense of separation that is the essence of any suffering we endure. Separation from the power we have to create change in our lives, power to help ourselves put life's issues into perspective, separation from the power we have been given to choose to go plant a flower rather than dwell in a bitter mindset.

There is a lady that I've met through a network that has inspired me to steer this blog into being geared to address life issues and create a place for those in difficult states of mind with the grief process to communicate. She and I have communicated and it is for her that I begin this new direction in my blog. Thank you "L" - you are a fragrant rose in the garden of life, and despite the overgrowth of weeds, your beauty stands out. She told me she would like to learn from me about a certain subject we came together over. She inspired me, and lifted my flagging spirit this sunny day, and now I write this blog straight from my heart in this moment.

PROJECT: Save the World - RESOLUTION 2010

Webster's Definition: RESOLUTION - 1. formal expression of intention made; 2. the act of determining upon an action or course of action; 3. firmness of purpose

How far did you dive into your New Year's Resolutions and can you remember without straining what those resolution(s)are? How long did you plan what your resolution would be? Celebrations of the new decade have subsided and we're on the other side, is the enthusiasm you held when forming and announcing your resolution still as strong? Are you feeling the come-down rather than the buoyancy of change?

No resolutions were made by me for this new year. No proclamations or announcements to either myself or others. No pressure. Now on day 6 of 2010, my home went from a ONE on the scale of 1-10 for being organized and everything in its place to a NINE POINT FIVE. The only reason its not a full 10 is there is still one shelf in the kitchen that hasn't undergone my daughter's magic touch, and my junk drawer.

She has come over (she lives next door) when the twins are under their dad's care and tackled my place right down to the closet, the corners and in between appliance and wall. For the past two days she has donated several hours and whipped this place into the shape I've been visualizing and working at slowly (when at all) for quite some time. The eyes and hands of another are always best to tackle such things.

If by the sixth day this miracle has occurred, then we're off to one heck of a start right out the gate.

Sharing with anyone who may actually read my blog, the joy I feel at this accomplishment (without making a resolution to do it) brings me joy. This makes one, perhaps more, teensie bright spots on the planet in the global consciousness and this is a GOOD thing. Thank you for reading my blog.

I've also started being consistent with taking supplements that target what my particular energetic matrix needs. The mission I am assigned and pursuing with action therein requires specific supplements. Multidimensional communication can wreak havoc with the nervous system and skeletal system in particular. This level of communication is pretty regular since publication of THE CHE DIARIES. "Diaries" is a compilation of several journals I've kept through the extraordinary adventure I've experienced during and since my journey to Argentina in 06. Of course prior to the trip I was being groomed for this adventure unbeknownst to me. In retrospect I understand this now. It was a long, intense experience, stretching me far outside my comfort zone and now I'm settled with it. Now I can actually move on with the direction that has come to me through this sometimes harrowing experience without reacting as I did while 'living the book'.

I would be interested if you wish to share with me through your comments on the sort of resolutions you've made, if any, by anyone that reads this blog. Also, any comment(s) you have on any of my blog(s) would be appreciated if they are delivered with kindness. No matter what anyone's opinion is of anything is OK if it is delivered with kindness, because after all, we wish our opinions/thoughts to be heard, not defended against, yes?

I will soon be interviewed on the KVMR radio show of Dr. Haines Ely, M.D. called "EARTH MYSTERIES" regarding THE CHE DIARIES. I will give plenty of notice before I am interviewed so anyone interested can tune in to this well respected radio show. Dr. Ely has some accomplished and interesting people on his show, I am honored to be one of them. Stay tuned, be a bright spot in some way today.