Thursday, July 21, 2011

LOVE IN THE CENTER


The puppet strings have been severed and the life force within me has been liberated from the ever-swinging pendulum of our dualistic nature of mind this very evening.

I FEEL SO FREE and OVERFLOWING WITH LOVE and SOFTNESS.

Further details will follow, but I wanted to share ever so briefly while I am freshly immersed in this wonderful place that I have been passionately seeking for this entire lifetime, and no doubt lifetimes prior to this one.

~BLESSINGS to all who read this, and to all beings everywhere~

Saturday, July 2, 2011

NETFLIX NO MORE! I'M WRITING A BOOK!



THIS IS IT....I'm going to put my neflix account on hold for 6 months to immerse myself in photography, my art/music & bringing the next book into reality. It's time. Movies have been great for the mind and relaxation systems...the great TUNE OUT. They've been inspiring, watching the documentaries on the Impressionists, and a host of other masters in all sorts of genres, hence being a great TUNE IN.

Then there's pure entertainment of the finest sort: The Tudors series. I could watch 8 episodes in an evening, getting to sleep really late. Such a sensuous presentation! Many amazingly handsome manly men who were also ruthless and total candy in appearance, demeanor and voice. Mmmmmmmmm.

The billing cycle begins July 5th, so I'm going to have my last hurrahh this weekend and it will be a fling gone by, a total indulgence, sort of like double fudge chocolate ice cream.

It's NOSE to grinding stone - as in the time of writing DIARIES. "People - bring me prepared meals, plates of fine cheeses and fresh fruit" ~ the campaign is on: "Feed the Author"...... that's the list of names in author's Acknowledgments: "I could never have written this book if so and so hadn't fed me...." It's frequently a trusty spouse at the end of the list, the author gushing forth, "and finally, last but not least, I could NEVER have done this work without the undying love and support of my beloved husband, Mr. Smith!" My sometimes lonely self with the history of non supportive relationships tries not to GAG when I read that one line. A line I will not put in my book.....but you people that FEED me....you KNOW who you are! And it's not just food, it's that support and encouragement that keeps me going when I want to take valium for breakfast to be able to sit at the computer for endless hours and not go up the wall from the creative flow taking me and my world on a swift current.


This time around, I will have a dog to walk and tend to, so I will be very grounded. And although my 'invisible friend' who was the hot topic in DIARIES is behind this decision and will be beside me in his own way, he is not the one I'm writing about, so it's more about humor rather than the heaviness of discovering myself in a multi-dimensional relationship. Whew! Glad this book is going to be FUNNY!






Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Man Doesn't Seem To Learn

Man simply does not see beyond the shortsightedness of his greed and desires to satisfy the insatiable appetite. It does not even matter to a human steeped in greed to consider for one brief moment, the long term consequences of his short term priorities.

ONGOING MASSACRE OF THE ALMOST EXTINCT TORTOISE

A tortoise in Madagascar Madagascar's tortoises sell for thousands of dollars on the black market

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Madagascar's poachers, known in conservation circles as "the tortoise mafia", are increasingly hunting down the Indian Ocean island's reptiles, threatening them with extinction.

The tortoise mafia, who allegedly include corrupt government officials and smuggling syndicates, are satisfying a growing demand locally for tortoise meat and abroad for exotic pets and tortoise shells used in aphrodisiacs.

"Everybody is eating them and everybody is trafficking them and as soon as people are brought to trial, there are mafia organisations who help to get them out," says the head of Madagascar's Alliance of Conservation Groups, Ndranto Razakamanarina.

Another conservationist, Tsilavo Rafeliarisoa, says two poachers were caught last year in southern Madagascar with 50 tortoises.

This was a small breakthrough in efforts to protect the island's endangered tortoises, which include the Ploughshare, Spider, Radiated and Flat-tailed species.

Often, poachers roam villages in groups of up to 100, picking up thousands of tortoises over several weeks.

Guns and machetes

They are heavily armed, fending off attempts to stop them.

"When a gang of poachers with guns and machetes come and take tortoises, the villagers are defenceless," Mr Rafeliarisoa says.

Tortoise meat laid out on a beach Tortoise meat is a favourite dish on the island

He says with food prices rising, more people are eating tortoise meat.

It has become a favourite snack in southern towns such as Tsiombe and Beloka, even among government officials who ought to be at the forefront of campaigns to save the reptiles from extinction.

"They say: 'Give me the special' - and the special is tortoise meat. It is a huge market," Mr Rafeliarisoa says.

Herilala Randriamahazo of Madagascar's Turtle Survival Alliance says he recently went on a research trip to Tsiombe and Beloka, posing as a tourist to see how common tortoise meat has become on restaurant menus.

To his horror, a bowl of tortoise meat, stewed in tomatoes, garlic and onion, was sold for a mere $2.50 (£1.50).

It was served to him in less than 30 minutes.

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People respected tortoises. They did not even touch them”

End Quote Ndranto Razakamanarina Madagascar's Alliance of Conservation Groups

"I sent it back. The waiter said he could get me something different, even a live one right away," Mr Randriamahazo says.

He says the streets of Tsiombe and Beloka are littered with tortoise shells - an unfortunate sign of the insatiable appetite people have acquired for them.

Yet, Madagascar's tortoises were once protected by the cultural beliefs of some of the island's communities.

"People respected tortoises. They did not even touch them," Mr Randriamahazo says.

Now, if tortoises do not end up in the rubbish heaps of restaurants, they end up in the suitcases of tortoise smugglers.

Sexual potions

Madagascar is known for its rich biodiversity but this has attracted smugglers interested in everything from its precious rosewood to minerals and tortoises - and the famous lemurs.

An alliance of 27 national conservation groups recently accused the government of being complicit in the illegal trade, as it had not cracked down on the "looting and plunder" of natural resources.

A WWF report on Madagascar's biodiversity earlier this month said more than 600 new species had been discovered in the "Treasure Island" over the last 10 years, but many were already endangered.

With only a few hundred of the world's most endangered Ploughshare Tortoises left, hundreds of species are crawling towards extinction behind them.

Tortoise shells are littered across towns in Madagascar (archive shot) Tortoise shells litter towns in Madagascar

Hasina Randriamanampisoa, of the Durrell Wildlife Conservation Trust, says the smuggling rings are well-organised, selling tortoises on the black market in Asian countries such as Thailand.

Wealthy Asians see tortoises as exotic pets, and are prepared to pay up to $10,000 (£6,250) for them.

Traditional doctors in Asia also buy the shells of baby tortoises, using them in medicine concoctions that allegedly enhance the sexual performance of men.

Conservationists say smugglers pack up to 400 baby tortoises in suitcases, before flying to cities such as Bangkok.

Increasingly, they are also smuggling out adult tortoises to breed in captivity in Asian countries.

Mr Randriamanampisoa says tortoise numbers are rapidly dwindling and they risk extinction over the next decade.

"Even if the poaching stops now, the natural habitat is so vast, there are chances that the females cannot meet the males in the wild to mate and to have babies," he says.

Mr Randriamanampisoa said there four species of tortoise "are endemic to Madagascar, so if they disappear here you will only be able to see them in zoos".


Tuesday, May 24, 2011

ADDICTION


(e dik shen) : n. The state of being given up or having yielded to a habit or practice or something habit-forming, as narcotics (or Facebook!) to such an extent that its cessation causes severe trauma [(s. of addictio) a giving over, surrender.

I love my giant unabridged Random House Dictionary, a gift given to me by dear Ned, a friend now deceased with whom I shared the experience of his heart transplant in Stanford 16 years ago.
So, why is this my topic this early morning? Well, I'm ADDICTED to writing in the early morning, whether in my hand-written journal or on this blog. As we all now know, I WAS addicted to YAHOO NEWS, but have not read one article this morning and went straight to my first addiction: steaming java with frothed vanilla cream and then sit down to enjoy that with this.

Well, I also didn't answer that first question: why this topic? Well dear readers, we are all plagued with SOME FORM of addiction, even if it's being addicted to saying one is not addicted to anything, because to cease not being addicted to something, a trauma on some level would result. Which brings us to another word:

TRAUMA: n. 1.Pathol. a. a body injury produced by violence or any thermal, chemical, etc., extrinsic agent. b. the condition produced by this; traumatism. 2. Psychiatry. a startling experience which has a lasting effect on mental life; a shock.

So our first definition relates to the pathological aspect, while the second relates to the psychological effect.

It would truly be startling to wake up and not have this cup of coffee and instead take the dawg out for an early morning walk, like VERY early, because I wake up really damned early no matter how late I stay up reading or streaming Netflix documentaries. I honestly don't need no effin coffee to wake up. I simply LOVE the HABIT of brewing it ~ LOVE the aroma as it teases my olfactory nerve ~ LOVE the sensation of anticipation as I pour my frothed and steaming vanilla half 'n half over the deep umber liquid and the foam, ah, the foam! The computer awaits me with the lull of it's monitorial glow and I sit before it with this cup of celestial delight as a concert pianist sits before the enormous Steinway to begin her Carnegie Hall performance. (Yes, we are being a bit dramatic here, but such is the rite of a writer)!

But "WHY", we ask, "WHY THIS TOPIC???" ~ Because...in using the power of those UNIVERSAL COMMANDS, this topic is one of the responses of the universe moving shit around to make one of my commands a reality.....namely choosing clarity of my own mind, clear direction of my life's purpose this time around, and having my soul in command over my mind with my ego behaving itself silently, waiting to serve ME when I call upon IT rather than the other way around, which is the basic curse of human nature.

Like I've told you in my previous blog on the subject when I recommended this book ~ UNIVERSAL COMMANDS WORK. In the book, when addressing the articulation involved in forming effective commands to run your life from your place of empowerment, (not a sniveling, whining little insignificant piece of powerless sinning shit that the Catholic dudes in those weird hats would have us believe we are) it is recommended to look up words for intended use in a dictionary that gives it's Latin root, because a word that sounds appropriate, like "want" - neutralizes your request and your command is not only worthless, but provides for you the opposite effect of what you are attempting to manifest, because 'wanting' means 'lacking' and if you are expressing to the universe your lack of something by saying you want it, you will continue to manifest that which is lacking in your life. (If you must read this sentence twice, then do so, because it is the only thing that makes sense of everyone's lacking enough resources for their lives to be easier and their continued 'wanting' things to go better!)

Hence, my love affair with the dictionary escalates. As I've always loved dictionaries, this love affair may now enter into the territory of an addiction. (Insert big laughing and winking icon here) See how the cycle just goes round and round? Why fight it (?), we are on a spinning planet going round and round, around a sun that goes round and round, in a solar system that goes round and round, etcetera, etcetera. It's only gravity that keeps us from getting dizzy. And we come to learn that gravity, our friend, turns out to be a foe to our youthful appearance~I mean just look at the effect it has on our perky young breasts and our firm, collagen-rich dermis? Are we laughing yet?

The good news is, I don't put any Bailey's in with my morning jo nor do I sneak little shots of vodka out in the shed, splash on my perfume, and think I've fooled everyone. I can't even fool myself anymore, the gig is UP! Besides, thinking one is fooling others, one is only fooling oneself. Because in the end, if your 'extrinsic agent' of choice is as destructive as alcohol or drugs, what does the addiction serve other than the demonic side of the ego? Life is a wrestling match with the demons until one comes to accept their presence without thinking one must engage in a battle with them. The demons in the form of addictive substances (extrinsic agents) will always be present on the material plane, but like our own ego, we must use them without letting them run us and taking over our empowerment. How can you enjoy a cocktail when you have to sneak a shot just to continue the game of thinking you need it in order to function? I'd personally rather have a few beers every once in a blue moon, and enjoy the silliness it evokes for an hour or so, but then again, people DO drink to act like me, I'm just naturally silly when I'm in my natural habitat!

From our place of empowerment, the true REVOLUTION begins, and our global societies are in need of a revolution, for the extrinsic agents have run it into the ground.....the revolution starts WITHIN us. GO FOR YOUR EMPOWERMENT people! Surrendering to addictive tendencies regarding substances that poison the body is giving up your own empowerment. The bad guys, the greedy ones in power, want us all to be addicted to something, it keeps the people out of touch with their own awesome power and keeps THEM in power.

Just look at the energy it takes to maintain an addiction? Just look at how it destroys life, trust, families and the very person hosting the demon? There are demons and angels and both are present at all times.....it's YOUR CHOICE. Being told it's a disease gives the addict an excuse to further give over their power of choice. CHOICE is not just a word, it's a POWER. Disease, whether it's cancer or an addiction is indicative of an IMBALANCE. CHOOSE TO BE BALANCED, and see how your life unfolds. Choose to use your EMPOWERMENT!

Monday, May 23, 2011

PARENTAL FREEDOMS ERODING


PARENTS BEWARE: Your freedom to choose the best course of therapy for your child is at risk. This article listed above is an outrage! Yes, there are the cases of some religious fanatics withholding medical treatment that is necessary and use what they believe is "the power of prayer" for the return of their child's health, and those children need intervening from authorities~~but not in this case.

The authorities are also trying to lump together all cases to support their intervening on parental rights pertaining to this issue. The problem with the judicial system, is they don't look at cases on an individual basis, but arrive at their decisions based on other cases that are allegedly similar.

WE THE PEOPLE need to not let this continue. WHAT CAN WE DO??? ~ if your child has ALOT of energy, too much maybe (all children have more energy than their worn out parents!) DON'T let a doctor give an official diagnosis of hyperactivity due to any SYNDROME they can legally prescribe drugs for. REMEMBER, the pharmaceutical companies are very powerful and have strong influence politically. They are not interested in the well being of you, your children or your grandchildren...they want us all on SOME sort of medication to feed their greed.

I for one was diagnosed as having bipolar depression when I was simply post-menopausal. The psychiatrist did not even ask this depressed middle aged woman in his office if I was taking any hormonal supplementation. He simply prescribed two meds and said "if they work, you're bipolar, if they don't, then you're not" ~ The two years I was on initially those meds, then a change of meds because they 'didn't work' ~ almost KILLED ME. I am not exaggerating ~ suicidal thoughts were prevalent, I could not function, I could not respond to ordinary life stresses in a functional way ~ my personality and ZEST that always got me through everything in life was GONE.

I was desperate for some sort of change, as I know too well what suicide does to the survivors, and I really did not want my life to end, I just wanted the suffering from within to end. I could not use my inner strength to WILL IT AWAY. At the suggestion of a friend, I had a simple saliva test from a doctor to test my hormone levels. They were all so severely deficient, this was said to be the cause of my depression and host of other symptoms, including the resultant osteoporosis that the scans have decided I have. Osteoporosis occurs the first two years after the menses stop. Calcium does not replenish the calcium that is lost in the bones. I suggest everyone google these issues and don't trust their doctors, get educated yourself. By the way: after the compounding of a bio-identical hormonal cream, my depressive symptoms have disappeared entirely and life is once again inhabited by ME, the ME I used to know, I am happy and fulfilled and fully functional. THERE IS NO NEED FOR WOMEN TO SUFFER FROM THIS!

With any health issue, educate yourself. Don't blindly go to the pharmacy with that piece of paper to get some drug without first researching what the symptoms could be caused from. There is no excuse for not taking your health or that of your child to the level of knowing about it yourself, before you even get to the doctor's appointment.

THE GOVERNMENT IS SLOWLY TAKING AWAY THE PARENTAL RIGHTS WE HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF OUR CHILDREN, using the few cases of fanatical people that shouldn't have reproduced in the first place. DON'T ALLOW A DIAGNOSIS OF ADD, BIPOLAR or any other psychological diagnosis be on the medical record of your child, as they can enforce you give your child drugs that will alter their developing mind, personality and emotions.

HERE'S THE ARTICLE THAT SPURRED THIS BLOG ENTRY: It's an outrage!

Mother battles Michigan over daughter's medication

Maryanne Godboldo AP – This May 12, 2011 photo shows Maryanne Godboldo in Detroit. Godboldo is locked in a battle with Michigan's …

DETROIT – Frustration over her physically impaired daughter's medical care led Maryanne Godboldo to lash out at what she considered state interference and into a 12-hour standoff when Detroit police came to take the girl away.

When it ended, the unemployed mother was in handcuffs; her daughter placed in a psychiatric hospital for children.

Godboldo now is locked in a bitter battle with Michigan's Department of Human Services over her right to determine whether the girl should continue taking the anti-psychotic drug Risperdal and the government's responsibility to look after the child's welfare.

Godboldo doesn't trust doctors much — she blames some of the girl's past medical problems on possible physician negligence and complications from childhood immunizations, but did not name the doctors or release her daughter's medical records to The Associated Press. She claims the girl has responded better to holistic treatment that does not include Risperdal.

But the state is not budging on its assertion that without the proper medication, Ariana is at risk.

"Our mandate is to go into court and prove there is medical neglect," said Human Services Director Maura Corrigan, who declined to speak directly about Godboldo's case due to the ongoing court proceedings.

"Is there harm to the child? That's what we are trying to assess," Corrigan told the AP in a recent interview.

A defiant Godboldo still believes she was right to defy police, despite five days in jail and criminal charges, including discharge of a firearm, three counts of assault with a dangerous weapon and resisting officers.

"I was in my home. Why should I come out? They were invading my home," Godboldo said.

Citing the charges, Godboldo declined to say if she fired a gun when police arrived at her home March 24. But officers said a gun and about 43 rounds of live ammunition were in the house, and a spent shell casing was found after the standoff, according to court records. Ariana also was in the house.

"I would always be concerned with a parent who has a gun and is using it when a child is present because accidents happen," said Oakland County Probate Court Judge Linda Hallmark, who isn't connected to the case but handles child custody issues. "If a parent feels the child is going to be removed and there isn't a basis for it, there are legal avenues that the parent needs to follow."

Ariana already had her share of medical troubles when Godboldo started giving her Risperdal more than a year ago at a doctor's suggestion. She had lost her right leg below the knee as an infant and wears a prosthesis. Godboldo claims she also developed encephalitis, or inflammation of the brain, before entering 6th grade.

She said her daughter complained often of being dizzy and had a hoarse voice, became more clingy and fearful, and avoided playing outside.

"It happened slowly at first, but it was enough to know when your child makes a change," Godboldo said.

She sought help at a Detroit area center. Staff there put Ariana on a treatment plan that included Risperdal, said Allison Folmar, one of Godboldo's attorneys.

Child Protective Services in its petition wrote that Ariana was diagnosed with "psychosis NOS," or "not otherwise specified," Folmar said.

"They are saying `it's something going on in her head, but we don't know what it is,'" the attorney added.

But Godboldo balked at a suggestion that her daughter be placed in a mental hospital. She took the girl's treatment to another center. She also decided to wean her from Risperdal, which sometimes is used to treat schizophrenia.

"Ariana has some issues. She requires one-on-one attention," said Folmar, describing how the girl at times appears unresponsive. But "she writes. She reads."

Risperdal often is used to contain behaviors like aggression and even treat autism, said Derek H. Suite, a board certified psychiatrist and president and chief executive of Full Circle Health in the Bronx, N.Y. Risperdal use has shown dramatic reductions in psychotic symptoms, but there can be side-effects, he added.

"Sometimes kids can have neurological problems ... muscular tics," Suite said. "These drugs can slow you down."

After Godboldo's confrontation with police, Ariana spent about a month in a children's psychiatric facility. She now is living with Godboldo's sister, Penny. A judge has ordered that other adult relatives be present when Godboldo visits with her daughter.

But "to this day, there is not one court order saying give her the medication," Folmar said. "No one has recommended giving the child the medication."

It's not unusual for parents and the state to be at odds over what's best.

Two Idaho parents lost a civil lawsuit last year when a judge ruled their rights were not violated by an officer who took custody of their infant daughter so a doctor could check for signs of meningitis. Dale and Leilani Neumann of Wisconsin were convicted of reckless homicide following the 2008 death of their 11-year-old daughter, whose undiagnosed diabetes was treated with prayer instead of conventional medicine.

Godboldo said the state was not involved in the care of her daughter until she pursued a more holistic treatment. When asked by the AP what that entailed, she replied: "God's medication."

After Godboldo refused to attend a meeting with Child Protective Services, officers arrived at her home to remove Ariana. Godboldo claimed they never showed her a court order.

Detroit police declined to comment about the case "because of the litigation involved," Sgt. Eren Stephens said in an email.

When Godboldo refused to allow police in, the officers tried to force their way through a side door but backed off after hearing a gun shot, court documents said.

"Maryann did not shoot at police and she did not fire a gun with any intention of scaring the police," Folmar said. "But even if she did fire a so-called warning shot, right now the question is of self-defense."




Saturday, May 21, 2011

MOMENT OF LOVE


Let us all have a moment of love today. Not because all those religious fanatics are spreading fear of today being some sort of culmination of planetary doom, but because there is simply too much hatred everywhere.

My news fasting is not going too well, as I do partake in reading some news. HOWEVER, I don't spend hours on it anymore. I only skim certain headlines, and then go to the commentary and post a few comments here and there. I did, however, cow to the article about the Russian guy who was busted for eating a human liver with his potatoes. The commentary was hilarious, and endeared my fellow commentators to me with their senses of humor.

In skimming today's news, and then the commentaries, it seems HATRED is at an all time high. The commentaries on various articles illustrate this hatred clearly, and I posted some comments and replies to various haters to focus rather on their own empowerment.

HATRED destabilizes our empowerment, renders us with feelings of powerlessness over our own lives, and some people react to that very thing by committing acts of violence against innocent, defenseless creatures. It is a vicious cycle and to me, the only way to shift it is to give ourselves, even if it's only a moment of every day, over to feelings of love. Doesn't have to be focused on anyone in particular, like forcing ourselves to love perceived enemies, etc.....just feel the love in our hearts that created us. The love we hold for others, the love we hold for anything at all...just focus on that feeling of love. Just for even a moment.

I highly recommend the book: COMMANDING THE UNIVERSE by Andreas Satori. It is a system not a religion or a belief, that we can simply begin using to shift things in our own lives. It works. I haven't won the lotto yet, but then again I haven't bought a ticket. Besides, there's SO much more to life than money and the struggle for it and the struggle one has without enough of it flowing into their lives. This book will assist in the raising of our consciousness without being attached to any deities, religion, belief system or science. It just IS. Out of all the books I've read over the decades on all the subjects of healing, spirituality, self-help, etc., this one book is THE most vital of them all.

May this blog entry spread L O V E even for a moment, even to one person out there. Know this: we are all loved, not judged, by that which created all.

Saturday, May 7, 2011

MASS CIRCUMCISION ARTICLE GOT ME!


OK, I caved in on the news fast with the article on mass circumcision just done in the Philippines. They are even trying to get into the Guinness Book of world records by outdoing previous mutilation parties. Can you say "BARBARIC"????

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20110507/ap_on_he_me/as_philippines_circumcision_3

The commentary was positively riveting and wholly entertaining, and I not only commented, but replied to several other comments as well. I just couldn't help myself!!!

The other article I caved in to reading was how billionaires all got together for a meeting in Tucson to discuss how to effectively give away their money to make a difference. One person's comment was worth replying to, he cut to the point of the problems with politicians and corporate America and just how f***ed the middle class is in this country and other aspects that are very real that are not being addressed. It was very well written and everything was spelled correctly....a rarity on Yahoo commentaries! It was a comment that I cut/pasted in a word doc that I will be reading on a news cast video I will soon be making.

Funny thing is, as I was typing the reply to this comment, saying how it is a situation such as this that is prompting me to walk, not actually "run" for President. This decision is still on the fence, as I will be sacrificing my invisibility and sense of safety, and thwarting myself and my family into the spotlight of this highly charged 'scene'.

We need to evolve from and heal the karma of this country being built on slavery and genocide....when I was writing about this, the whole thing disappeared and I had to start over. I know I didn't hit a wrong button, it seems the Yahoo censor department didn't let my post get NEAR publication. I revised it somewhat and re-posted. It was all about revolution of the mind that is necessary, not a revolution with guns and violence. I guess anything publicly written with the words GUEVARA~REVOLUTION~PRESIDENT~GENOCIDE is flagged by intelligence immediately. They may again be onto me as they were after I made my book public years ago.

My inner revolutionary is alive, well and kicking once again. I am tired of the mass sedation imposed on this country, and am tired of people allowing themselves to be sedated through mass media, electronic toys and mass-produced toxic 'food'. Commercially produced food provides not only no nutrients and has no taste compared to organically grown food, but actually poisons the planet to produce it, induces suffering of animals and poisons the bodies and minds of ourselves and our children. It starts with being en utero with what the mother eats, and goes to the infant when it begins drinking mass produced formula and GMO cereals. And then the new baby boy has to experience surgically imposed genital mutilation in the name of hygiene onto his brand new baby boy body and wide open psyche. No wonder men are hell-bent on warring and raping and torturing! (There are exceptions, of course!)

Which brings this blog entry back around to the beginning and the reason I broke my news fast, not for long, but to read up on the insanity that reigns through man.

How d'you like the font color I used? It's called foreskin pink!