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Pray for Haiti This is a day for us all to be grateful (well, every day is, but especially today) for our lives and all our blessings, then focus our thoughts and prayers for those people in Haiti. Donations can be made to http://donate.ifrc.org/
I could not sit and enjoy my coffee knowing of the suffering this moment of so many in this poor country. The Red Cross had issued requests for just a $10 donation
from as many people as possible. When you go to this link, make sure you don't use decimal points in the dollar amount i.e. $10 - not $10.00 as it won't go thru. The destruction is catastrophic and the suffering is over what any of us can fathom as we go about our day.
Any activity you partake in today, please, PLEASE focus healing light around this country and make this small donation. As a unified circle of friends and family, if we all make this small contribution, we will be making a difference on some level to help this situation. I made a donation despite reading of the millions of dollars being contributed from governments worldwide. I did have a moment of hesitation thinking, "what would my $20 do when the governments are pledging millions?" - but I did not let that limiting thought stop me from doing it anyway.
I just wish I could go over and help comfort someone personally and make a photographic documentary so others may gain perspective of the blessings in their lives. Despite our own economic woes imposed upon us by the mismanagement of our tax dollars and trust in the financial institutions that put so many American people into debt with loans that eventually took their homes and businesses we still have much to be thankful for. And while we're at it, let us focus on the worldwide suffering imposed on the innocents from these endless wars that benefit no one in the long run. When you think about it and reflect upon the history of man, when HASN'T there been a war? And to what end have any of those wars benefited any citizen, any mother, any child? Peace is so much more beneficial to all societies, yet those in power or those wanting more power, engage in warfare and have always engaged in warfare at the expense of the innocents.
It is a day to pray for us all. Every day really is, but let this catastrophe be a catalyst to bring us all together in mind, heart and spirit as we reflect on our own gifts and project out our thoughts of prayer to Haiti.
By prayer I don't mean begging to some entity outside ourselves for mercy, change or help, but to gather and focus on the power and strength within each of us, the clarity we were born with, to unite with this energy and embrace ourselves, loved ones and others we don't know in this energy. This is prayer. It is not about religion. In the name of man made religion countless lives have been taken or tortured or both, and continue to be taken and tortured. This is madness.
The madness can only stop in our own minds and actions. Let us practice using our inherent powers that united, is greater than any war machine or the collective greed and love of power of governmental institutions. Let us take our power back, that was never really taken away, as it cannot be taken away, we are only lead to believe we are powerless, and beliefs are both distracting and used against us. We must believe in the power we each possess that was given to us from That Which Created All.
Webster's Definition: RESOLUTION - 1. formal expression of intention made; 2. the act of determining upon an action or course of action; 3. firmness of purpose
How far did you dive into your New Year's Resolutions and can you remember without straining what those resolution(s)are? How long did you plan what your resolution would be? Celebrations of the new decade have subsided and we're on the other side, is the enthusiasm you held when forming and announcing your resolution still as strong? Are you feeling the come-down rather than the buoyancy of change?
No resolutions were made by me for this new year. No proclamations or announcements to either myself or others. No pressure. Now on day 6 of 2010, my home went from a ONE on the scale of 1-10 for being organized and everything in its place to a NINE POINT FIVE. The only reason its not a full 10 is there is still one shelf in the kitchen that hasn't undergone my daughter's magic touch, and my junk drawer.
She has come over (she lives next door) when the twins are under their dad's care and tackled my place right down to the closet, the corners and in between appliance and wall. For the past two days she has donated several hours and whipped this place into the shape I've been visualizing and working at slowly (when at all) for quite some time. The eyes and hands of another are always best to tackle such things.
If by the sixth day this miracle has occurred, then we're off to one heck of a start right out the gate.
Sharing with anyone who may actually read my blog, the joy I feel at this accomplishment (without making a resolution to do it) brings me joy. This makes one, perhaps more, teensie bright spots on the planet in the global consciousness and this is a GOOD thing. Thank you for reading my blog.
I've also started being consistent with taking supplements that target what my particular energetic matrix needs. The mission I am assigned and pursuing with action therein requires specific supplements. Multidimensional communication can wreak havoc with the nervous system and skeletal system in particular. This level of communication is pretty regular since publication of THE CHE DIARIES. "Diaries" is a compilation of several journals I've kept through the extraordinary adventure I've experienced during and since my journey to Argentina in 06. Of course prior to the trip I was being groomed for this adventure unbeknownst to me. In retrospect I understand this now. It was a long, intense experience, stretching me far outside my comfort zone and now I'm settled with it. Now I can actually move on with the direction that has come to me through this sometimes harrowing experience without reacting as I did while 'living the book'.
I would be interested if you wish to share with me through your comments on the sort of resolutions you've made, if any, by anyone that reads this blog. Also, any comment(s) you have on any of my blog(s) would be appreciated if they are delivered with kindness. No matter what anyone's opinion is of anything is OK if it is delivered with kindness, because after all, we wish our opinions/thoughts to be heard, not defended against, yes?
I will soon be interviewed on the KVMR radio show of Dr. Haines Ely, M.D. called "EARTH MYSTERIES" regarding THE CHE DIARIES. I will give plenty of notice before I am interviewed so anyone interested can tune in to this well respected radio show. Dr. Ely has some accomplished and interesting people on his show, I am honored to be one of them. Stay tuned, be a bright spot in some way today.
So here we are in the New Decade of 2010, not just a new year. I sit here in a wi fi cafe, as my modem cord at home went by the wayside. During this inconvenient time to hop on the internet, I am making the effort to communicate herein.
After watching Julie & Julia I became inspired to reconnect with my goal as a high school student to SAVE THE WORLD. When I first expressed this interest as a young lass, I was met with the opinions & judgments of others that this is impossible, or that it was ridiculous. I truly thought I could assist in this regard by putting out my music, who's lyrics were inspiring and thought provoking. Then I married at the tender age of 18 and thus began my decades long distraction by just surviving and insisting I also thrive while living.
Looking back, I did make the most of my time here on earth, and looked at every challenge as a test I was determined to pass. I successfully completed my 'course' on single parenting after a 28 year internship. It is deemed successful because my two daughters turned out to be strong women, beautiful goddesses with great values and families and businesses of their own. I have remained single and successfully completed the course in mortal relationships. That is completed successfully because I learned alot about myself thru them, about human limitations, projections and heartbreak without coming out bitter or jaded. I no longer search for that fairy tale dream as a child was pounded into me that I need this situation to be whole, complete, viable or attractive.
I still play music, although I'm immersed in several expressions of the same avenue of inspiration; that being writing, illustrating, design and creating a life surrounded by beauty and Spirit. I currently enjoy a multidimensional relationship with a powerful and beautiful being who once walked the earth and in that last lifetime achieved historical status of a political mover and shaker. We are involved in a few projects of importance, one being to change his legacy that currently is used for capitalist marketing strategies, distorting what he stood for initially.
He and I have been joined in Holy Relationship as outlined in The Course In Miracles. I will not delve into the details in this post, as if my readership is interested, this is easy to find out the details. I will share the details in another post.
If you are reading this blog, I thank you. And if you comment, I thank you again. I do believe societal change comes from the changes people make within themselves. By knowing a shift is possible and by being open to it. That is all that's needed for step one. The rest will take care of itself.
I have begun this New Decade by eliminating any and all substances outside of myself that alter the clarity of my mind and receiving apparatus. It was not a New Years resolution...just something that came to me to do on it's own accord the first week of December. Having always lived a spiritual life, beginning each day offering my walk to the Divine to 'take the wheel' and I will take the direction It bestows, this shift to desire clarity to come from within and therefore was not a battle and a struggle. It was easy to begin observing my demons and triggers that had me reaching for an exterior substance to comfort me and dim the effects of anxiety, worry, restless mind, sleeplessness, etc.
I don't want my existence to support the pharmaceutical corporations that are insidious monsters of greed at the cost of the people's true well being. To fight this monster is to not support it. Sounds simple, but society has been set up for us to take their multiple products to treat syndromes that don't really exist, but were fabricated by these same corporations so we were lead to support them out of thinking we could not live without their products.
Cures for various illnesses exist, but the drug companies discredit them or even do-away with the founder of the cures so that they receive our hard earned money to take their medicines. Natural medicines were provided for us all and they are in the plants and forests that were given to us as Divine children. But the multinationals are doing away with the sources of these medicines by either making them illegal or erradicating their habitats, i.e. the rain forests.
When one contemplates all this, it could be overwhelming, and we could feel hopeless and powerless as we confront these GIANTS. Our only power is realizing we have a choice and we don't have to announce to the world what our choices are, only that we honor this power and that we all have it. Choosing to nurture our clear minds is one of the first steps. There is much support out there for those making those choices. This blog will serve as one of the many pillars of support for any making this decision. I'm HERE FOR YOU, ONE & ALL. Blessings of the day...Ave
My fans are considered Comrad Ambassadors, as FANS could indicate my huge ego needing people that are considered FANS, which is actually an abbreviation of FANATICS. I consider those interested in my work and shared vision comrads, not fanatics.
The webinar that drew me to listening through Ladies Who Launch was about promotion of books and creating a platform upon which to announce the book and introduce myself to the world. The good news is all the homework they assigned I had already done: create website, twitter, blog and network up, finding the places people hang out who are likely to be interested in the Che Guevara experience I have been living for 3 years now.
It's difficult spending so much time on the computer and not view it as recreational, but to actually feel like I am WORKING. I was never into networking, Myspacing, Tweeting, and all that, because it felt like senseless play and time wasting when I can be more productive finishing projects. This IS my project now and shifting into that mode is taking a little time. For instance I happened across a network called Experience Project, which took great patience to set up and navigate through, but I persevered and met just one person so far with which a connection has been established and Comrad Ambassadorship has been accepted. She seems like a wonderful person, sensitive, loving and is truly a revolutionary with the frustration of being ineffective in assisting the oppressed, suppressed and establishing some justice in a world full of injustice. Unity with those of like mind is the first step to not feeling outnumbered and powerless regarding making a positive change.
I have been directed by the same unseen companion force that has guided me to Argentina to experience the initial opening of my being to that which was waiting for my arrival, to research screenplay writing software. I have found the industry standard and will acquire it and learn it. I have also been directed to compile the journals noting my life adventure since the time of the publication of DIARIES until present. The books are compiled and there are four fat books filled with what followed in my life after the integration of the Che energetic matrix into mine, and what has been going on since then in this regard.
Upon a lightning bolt of clarity before sleep one night after posing the question with pure heart and no doubts or fears, 'what is my connection with Che Guevara why this entire experience is with me and not another?'
The answer came charging through me as did Che's initial energy blast when he broke through the dimensional web and into me. It involves his journey in 1952 to the San Pablo Leprosy Colony in Peru, and my life in that colony. Without going into detail in this blog, my research shows the dates line up with my experience with him in that colony, my death after the birth of having his first son, and my incarnation into this life now. The issues born with me in this life to heal, parallel what that young woman from the colony would have felt and experienced at the time of her death. My son from that life is now 2 years older than me, lives there and is leprosy free. I know this may sound crazy to the more conventional friends/family I have, or any persons reading this that know me not at all, but the judgments and opinions in this regard have no effect on the validity of this information or the story in general.
In looking up the San Pablo Colony online, it is one of two still existing in the world. In these modern times, much of their medical evaluations and assistance comes from dermatological telemedicine. I happen to have a very close comrad who's been my friend for over 10 years that is both a dermatologist that has worked with leprosy in clinics and is a founding father of telemedicine and practices in this regard for the prison system. He is also an esteemed Professor at a major University here in California, which will remain unmentioned to protect him from potential public fallout from limited minds who may read this.
I sense he and I will be visiting this isolated colony in the jungles of Peru, and it will be very interesting to see if the area evokes a familiarity with me from this most recent of past lives. It feels like fact, not fantasy, and is, of course difficult if not impossible to prove overall. But, I am following my instincts and my heart, which over the years in this life, have never lead me astray or in the direction to make wrong experiences, NOT listening to that HAS lead me to make decisions that created pain and suffering. Of course, pain and suffering are merely tools for growth. One does not grow spiritually from sitting in a rose garden sipping tea endlessly, basking in the happiness that we all experience for finite time periods. The moments of bliss are fleeting, and we are on this planet to learn and to refine our spirits. We grasp at those moments and try like hell to make them last at all costs, and during that grasping, it slips through our fingers and we spent the whole timeframe of the bliss gift grasping, not basking. I have learned to sit down in that rose garden when these magical moments come to me, and allow myself to feel the Divine embrace because it IS a gift and it IS fleeting.
Much love to my comrads.....Ave Guevara
Good Morning to my Friends One & All:
Well, my daily blog has turned into a monthly thing. This has been to my overlooking this activity. My friend's house burnt up and I've been assisting him w/dogs, etc. Luckily, his two doggies were NOT in the house and it was only STUFF that burned due to electrical issues. But this is not an excuse for one promising a daily update. It just has not become a HABIT yet, but after reading my one of two comments, and it was Kim's, it has fired me back up. Kim, you are a MOST interesting fellow and I can't wait til you read my book and give me the insights you receive from it. I have read some of your online information and there is ALOT to you. Many of your interests overlap with mine. We love the same music in almost the same order, but trance being first and classical being second.
Living the sequel to the book has a totally different feel to it than the experience with Che I wrote about in the first book of my discovery of what was happening and the integration of his spirit energy matrix into mine. That was soooooo KICK ASS.
Now that we are settled 'within each other' we are doing the healing work that was spoken of in the first book.
I listen mostly to South American music and don't even bother with the music on my list of previous favorites, although they still are what I love to listen to, the time now dictates South American music. It comforts my soul as it comforts the soul of my matrix companion.
I am now being directed to compile my journals since the writing of the last book to present and present a sequel to the book and then get it in screenplay format to present to the ones I will be directed to send it to.
My one children's book frequently mentioned in DIARIES is about finished. Hand sketches in the finest detail so the artwork looks like the photos I took in Argentina take a very long time. I have completed ten and was looking forward to drawing 20, but I'm cutting back so the bloody thing just gets FINISHED.
I'm also recording some music at my friend's studio who is my webmaster and co-creator of my entire presentation. He is a wizard and a musical genius and much fun to work with. He takes the ideas I express and presents them in material form either doing graphic work or musical composition. I am so grateful for Robbi Spencer's presence in my life as mu creative companion.
Well, we don't need this blog to be a novella, so I will save some of what I want to say for tomorrow, as I cultivate this habit. A typical OCDer, I write sporadically but can sit here and write this one blog post to be very long. Soooo, dearest people that find me interesting enough to follow my blog, and check out my entire website and even purchase the book, know I appreciate you greatly and want to hear from anyone who purchases the book so we are all united.
Much love, Ave Guevara
Good morning friends & fans: Today is the first day I blast my blocks on blogging to smithereeens! Along with any other old programming that has blocked every dream I have had and nurtured along the way.
My youngest girl and her hubby and MY GRANDSON are moving to Houston tomorrow to start a new life. I feel their exuberance for the change (even if it IS Houston!) I remember that feeling well in the younger days when I had the adventure of relocating exuberance. A glistening road spread before me full of possibilities and newness. Moving (after the dreadful packing details) is a grand adventure I remember well. Some moves for me were better than others...but the ones I chose on MY terms, were exciting.
So, my friends, I am having a moving adventure on my own. Not of residence, but of changing the way I manifest what I want. I need nothing because currently, need signifies LACK. As a child of the Universe, there is no LACK in my life, therefore no needs. BUT: I CAN HAVE IT ALL, AND SOONER THAN LATER, DESPITE THE DOOM AND GLOOM projected by the media and every other avenue of information bombardment.
So, it starts with coming out in this BLOG and erradicate my BLOGTARDATION, which, as the loneliest place on earth, my blogsite, will turn around and be read by many, whom will be excited for a new day to read my new blog.
Now I won't disclose journal memoir entries, as we will save that for subsequent books to my #1 BESTSELLER, THE CHE DIARIES. Soon to be a film. It will cast Johnny Depp as Che and Angelina Jolie as ME, not because we look similar or have the same amount of children, (if you count my grandchildren, we have the same amount of kids) or my lips are as plump and sensuous (I also do not possess a pilot's license or a movie star husband) but for her acting ability. Only she can portray effectively the experience I have had and continue to have with Ernesto Che Guevara as my inner matrix mate.
I just might need some help choosing an outfit to attend the Cannes Film Festival where I will receive my award for this project. Keep in mind, I don't want to compete in flashiness with gowns or jewelry, but just be myself. I will wear lip color though and cool shoes, maybe new boots and dress up camo ensemble.
Today marks the first day of this new adventure. An adventure of complete success as a "LATE BLOOMER BOOMER". Stay tuned.....
from as many people as possible. When you go to this link, make sure you don't use decimal points in the dollar amount i.e. $10 - not $10.00 as it won't go thru. The destruction is catastrophic and the suffering is over what any of us can fathom as we go about our day.
