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The puppet strings have been severed and the life force within me has been liberated from the ever-swinging pendulum of our dualistic nature of mind this very evening.
I FEEL SO FREE and OVERFLOWING WITH LOVE and SOFTNESS.
Further details will follow, but I wanted to share ever so briefly while I am freshly immersed in this wonderful place that I have been passionately seeking for this entire lifetime, and no doubt lifetimes prior to this one.
~BLESSINGS to all who read this, and to all beings everywhere~
THIS IS IT....I'm going to put my neflix account on hold for 6 months to immerse myself in photography, my art/music & bringing the next book into reality. It's time. Movies have been great for the mind and relaxation systems...the great TUNE OUT. They've been inspiring, watching the documentaries on the Impressionists, and a host of other masters in all sorts of genres, hence being a great TUNE IN.
Then there's pure entertainment of the finest sort: The Tudors series. I could watch 8 episodes in an evening, getting to sleep really late. Such a sensuous presentation! Many amazingly handsome manly men who were also ruthless and total candy in appearance, demeanor and voice. Mmmmmmmmm.
The billing cycle begins July 5th, so I'm going to have my last hurrahh this weekend and it will be a fling gone by, a total indulgence, sort of like double fudge chocolate ice cream.
It's NOSE to grinding stone - as in the time of writing DIARIES. "People - bring me prepared meals, plates of fine cheeses and fresh fruit" ~ the campaign is on: "Feed the Author"...... that's the list of names in author's Acknowledgments: "I could never have written this book if so and so hadn't fed me...." It's frequently a trusty spouse at the end of the list, the author gushing forth, "and finally, last but not least, I could NEVER have done this work without the undying love and support of my beloved husband, Mr. Smith!" My sometimes lonely self with the history of non supportive relationships tries not to GAG when I read that one line. A line I will not put in my book.....but you people that FEED me....you KNOW who you are! And it's not just food, it's that support and encouragement that keeps me going when I want to take valium for breakfast to be able to sit at the computer for endless hours and not go up the wall from the creative flow taking me and my world on a swift current.
This time around, I will have a dog to walk and tend to, so I will be very grounded. And although my 'invisible friend' who was the hot topic in DIARIES is behind this decision and will be beside me in his own way, he is not the one I'm writing about, so it's more about humor rather than the heaviness of discovering myself in a multi-dimensional relationship. Whew! Glad this book is going to be FUNNY!
